sick..that is the word everyone tries to avoid..who wants to be sick?none...of course...
but then again, when the season is coming..we can not run away from it.....like recently, i can say it is a sick season, starting early September. it was pretty hot on August 30 and 31 reached 25 degrees, drop til 16 or 17 on the other day. i know it is not a huge drop, yet people are getting sick by it.
i was okay on Monday, though been working for 4 days, tired but i was okay. on Tuesday i started coughing, i got shore throat badly, feel so thirsty and by the night i felt very weak. i got Wednesday off, feel so happy and still do some shopping with Tony but ended feel a bit dizzy and heavily shore throat in the night. i couldn't wake up on Thursday, even time was 9 o clock but my body was aching and so weak. therefore i decided not to work on afternoon and so on for the next day.
i always hate the feeling of sick. feel so weak, dizzy, fever, headache, and moody. plus i was alone at home. everyone was working and again, same like last year, i was alone at home, and i hate that feeling. i missed my mum so much, cos whenever i got sick back home, mum was always there, cook for me and give a massage. i can say i am not easily sick person, but when i get sick, i will sick very bad, all things come together, fever, running nose, cough, shore throat, and my body get aching, and the worse was i always cry (so ashamed, lol) whenever i was sick here (not in Jakarta, of course). it just when u are sick, all u need is a good rest, someone's care and someone's companion.
i remember last year on July i was sick badly as well, couldn't sleep at night, my nose was blocked and i was in fever, and i was crying that night because of pain, my body was aching. and the worst scenario was i still had to work the next day cos no one can work for me..T_T...
well, this year same thing happened but......i can get 3 days off, which is much better than last year, at least i can recover easily and quickly. whenever i felt not well, i would always call my mum, by hearing her voice made me feel much better indeed, i miss her, and again i don't want to make her worry, so i just told her i had shore throat, that's why my voice was weak.
when i was alone at home, having my congee at my room, watching movie, my lovely one came to visit me, even i know he has to work all day (i never expected he would come that soon) and he took 10 minutes of his work time to bring me lemon, made me honey and lemon... i was so touched and again (so embarrassing) i started to cry. i felt so happy and touched that he cares of me,.....feel so much so much better after that,,,
even my friends sent me some positive energy, and i thanked her for that. i was a bit confused before how that energy thing worked, but at the end somehow i felt better by accepting a positive mind.
when my sis came back from work, she massaged me and made me feel better (thanks a lot for that sis)... and i was thinking that aaah i am still lucky, i still have them who cares of me.. even i made my self think so desperately sad, the fact is i am not that sad, hey, i have someone who love me, care of me, and nothing that i can say than be grateful.
i get much better today, still get running nose, coughing every half an hour, and my ears are blocked,and ready for work in the next 2 hours. the sad thing is a lot of people are sick too. Tony has been sick since yesterday, and i was worrying him, even in my dream i dream he didn't sleep at all cos of his sick (silly dream), now its my turn to take care of him and hope he get well soon. and i found out my work mates are sick too..3 of them are sick in the same time,, my high school friends are sick too...make me feel so sad too...
i always think that sick is a weakest moment when we feel so low, weak and all that we need are proper food, medicine, good rest and someone's care and love. i hope all of my friends getting better, and get proper rest and medicine. and i hope they have someone cares of them like i have.
get well soon everybody, we have to take care ourselves....love u alllllll
